is it really necessary?
incredibly numb. mediocrity is seeping through the aged wall of confidence, i think it might just break.
unstoppable
been ages since i wrote my last blog entry and a lot of things have happened in between.
1) went to bangkok for my graduation trip with dinesh and hannah. drama-rama and a lot of impromptu planning but at the end of the day, I would say I enjoyed the trip even if its just me and bila-bila most of the time. I think we travel great together haha!
2) SMU interview for business school. Through this experience, I finally saw how rusty I am at writing a discussion and how out of touch I am with the current affairs. I think I did pretty badly and whatever, it was just a learning experience for me.
3) And now, I’m given up to 1 June to decide the course I want to take: Social Science @ NUS or Biological Science @ NTU. Its scary how major this decision is or maybe, how major my parents make it sound. I wish I was 10 and everything was decided for me but thats impossible. Time is unstoppable. 20 seems like a pretty darn big number.
crossroads
sometimes i am certain of what i want to do with my life
and at times, they just seem a little vague
and the feeling is so annoying cause now i dont know where im headed and it freaks me out because i want to be in total control all the time
what i know for now (for sure!) is that i need to get tuesday’s paper over and done. 59 hrs and 45 mins more of this ordeal
The Escape Plan
I’m going to be done with school in less than 2 weeks
But all the excitement is masked by the urgent need to study
I need an escape plan
I want to be like John Dillinger.
time fly now, please
roughly a month to graduation and im fucking excited!
everyone is different now, everyone changed, we are 20 this year and we have no idea how we got here. scary yet exciting
awesome bakes
For awesome bakes, people of the world! This is the web to go:
long break
girlfriend is finally back from bangkok
and im awake at this hour thanks to my screwed up body clock due to multiple late nights in a row
now, i really wonder how i will make it back to a intensive school month after next week
anyway, i was just looking through very old photographs on facebook and now im thinking, how the fuck did i ever get so drunk last time? drunk and ugly btw.. there was this photo where i was so gone that i burst out laughing when i saw it! hahaha
chew your meat for you
pass it back and forth
in a passionate kiss
from my mouth to yours
cause i like you
- Drain You, Nirvana
eve of the eve
i finally understood what my brother means when he says “As you get older, your friends get lesser”
it always takes a special occasion like today to make people realize,
I AM ROTTING AT HOME, GOD! but at least it is to listening to The Fray (which makes it not so bad)
they always have great lyrics
anyhow, girlfriend is leaving for bangkok tonight and she’s going to changi airport from tuas. THAT would be interesting to see how it turns out.
you’ve begun to feel like home 
bombay
yesterday was an awesome cousins night out and i finally relieve the frustration of trying to club for the longest time
honestly, nothing that i’ve done recently have come close to having such satisfaction. mexican food at cha cha cha was superb and started off the night good, 500mL of erdinger for $7.50 was a plus and then bombay sapphire outside zouk. and then, i was in this state of high where nothing can bring me down, not even the headache at the back of my head.
it eventually brought me down at 3am though.. damn the temporary high
