Recycled Phrases

the day started off right

i woke up early and stuff for like the last day of the week and it is FRIDAY afterall

2 lessons, 5 hours break and the weekends! but seriously the theft of my schoolbag just spoilt it all.

and yes! my fucking bag got stolen at the girl’s toilet between the admin block and library (near T6). the whole thing got blown out of proportion, involving almost all the security guards in sp, the contract cleaners and the dover and clementi policemen. but whatever it is, i really hope they do catch that idiot who did it. cause i got into so much trouble because of this thing that isnt really my fault. i dont see why my parents dont get that my stuff was stolen and not lost? its like i didnt even ask him/her to take my bag PLEASE

anyway, gf was being sucha dear. she didnt make a big fuss when she realised what was missing! but once again, im really sorry dear!

i love you so damn much.

Its the good kid day!

cramps were so bad today that i really wanted to skip all lessons today.. gosh! my pussy is bleeding like CRAZY! its like one drop of blood was like fucking huge! bigger than usual. so sick and disgusting! i hate changing pad cause its like the sight and smell of blood is plain shitty. so yeah, somehow i manage to attend CRS but i skipped maths so that i can spend more time with gf since i have to meet my mom tonight.

im on a budget scheme! i have to survive with 30 bucks for 5 days. thats like quite a challenge luh especially since gf’s mom hasnt been giving her much money. so yeah, its off to vivo with mama!

im getting my mac next week! cant wait, cant wait. i think my bro thinks im sucha mass comm poser. but i am not okay! mac’s really cool! (and heavy)

my mom was being funny HAHAHHAA! cause you should know that the wind nowadays are like fucking strong..so like 2 of the small trees at my block tilted real bad and my mom was like laughing at them and she was like “wow! this must be the new tree fashion! the reclining tree!”

what the fuck. MOM! GROW UP!

yay! yay! yay!  no practical exams today

but dammit it man. i actually started a bit of revision for it? and like, its not only postponed! ITS OPEN BOOK! waste of my youth! psh

so yeah anyway, i have almost reached my limits in ponning for brand design

and hence, i cannot pon today! and today’s like the field trip! so we basically headed to vivocity for some brand analysis thingy which caused me to be late for chemistry test. AND ITS FUCKING EMBARRASSING!  cause the whole cohort waited for me? like not only people from DBS! its like everybody taking that fucking module for the sem! GOSH!

hannah was like, “i think they must’ve wanted to murder you”. why? i think so too.

head.head.head. MY LOVE!

my ideal arms

yesterday was so torturous!

so its like i met up with hannah and her classmates aka the cool gang (hahahaha!) and they decided to go for sheesha at arab street

the lebanese restaurant we go to is really cool but a little price-y i must say but the food and service were great. so its like we totally slacked there for quite sometime and it was off to newton to meet AJ

the newton food centre people are so freaky! i seriously dont want to go there again if i can, its like,

1) the touting there is super bad (i think they are famous for it)

2) the people there are plain weird  including the tissue seller and the stingray stall aunty with big hair and pens lost in them.

so anyway, gf gave me and aj a tour of the otherside of town and she made us walk a huge round to town (she insisted she was right! and aj needed to pee so badly). HAHAHA! say hi to us, we are a bunch of retards!

i wish life was like the sims 2 in the psp where you can be a freelodger

like live in other people’s expensive house! and kill zombies for a living

i love baby so much that i bought her sushi when she had sudden craving for it! and im blogging for her sake cause she apparently enjoys reading my oh-so-boring posts!

do you love me as much?

i guess i cant do without my gf for long

its like in the morning, i was still damn pissed off

but its like by noon i miss her so bad that i message her telling her that

i love you too much baby

i guess i blew it up again

but i do feel angry

i dont understand why you cant be more open to me

you told me she won’t contact your for the night, okay fine.. i guess she didnt

you contacted her  instead (wow!)

and its like you know im against it but you still do it

in my face

even when i was looking at you, you dont give a shit

so you dont really give a shit on what i think? because it appears that im crazy right

damn right!

i guess i finally feel emo enough to blog about something.

i really do not understand one thing.

i dont understand why do you always make it seem like it is my fault that you were bored?

i was bored too yet you relied on me to provide you with entertainment and make it seem like im obliged to do so.

i had so much words to say on my way home  but i guess they are all gone now or rather it is pointless to say them now. all in all, i dont understand. I only know for sure that im truly disappointed when everytime we argue, all you can say is a OK. you never try to make things right. OK doesnt mean a thing, why do i try so hard yet you dont really give a shit at all. perhaps she is more suited for you. more entertaining, more money, more good-looking..etc etc

or maybe im just not good enough. so what do you want me to do now?

okay.. so this post is dedicated to my love (probably the only one who bothers reading this shit)

haha! i want to go mcr concert! i mean its gonna be cool cause i like gerard way’s pyscho actions. hopefully, the pay comes in fast and i cant believe im reporting for brunch at mimolette this sunday. I thought i would never have to see that place again. but i guess, for the sake of money, i can betray my own decision besides greenhouse doesnt give me schedule at all. irritating!

ooooooooooooooooooooooookay

writer’s block. irritating.

i shall blog about gf!

hahaha! i love her soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much! you know.. like longer than the soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo but cannot put here.

she reject me today! im sad…how? how? how?

hee.. you better make up! the cookie would be nice. hmmm.