Recycled Phrases

one more paper to go and its gonna start in a couple of hours (9hrs 50 mins to be exact) and then i’ll be like totally free!
i can watch all the house episodes and catch up with those stupid american kids as well as those lucky people who actually has cable.

i have been a good butch today! hahaha i actually woke up and started panicking so i went down to school to do maths! how believable is that. but the deal was that i wouldnt touch maths again after i step out of campus and i kept to it. hahaha! which explains why i’m feeling a little nervous now. went back home and just as we tried loading american pie and L word. my mom came home.

since there’s visitor at my place and my mom is antisocial, she started to be anal. pissed the fuck out of me so we ended up watching L word at the void deck. LOL! the episode like quite boring leh, i dont know why. hahahah but you get to see shane having a threesome. it looks kinda messy and i wont do it!
gf is for me only!!!

this is seriously the first time im actually putting in the effort for mathematics like serious serious serious
hello, its 3am and here i am doing maths! okay not really doing, i gave up 2 hrs ago but im actually trying to memorise formulas?
but then again, i dont really have a choice do i? my group didnt do too well for PBL, we got a 56 or 59, cant really remember. and i think its important that i get at least a B grade for this module because frankly, im not confident about the rest.
on the other hand, the 10 weeks hols is starting in 2 days! right after maths paper, this is when i go crazy! i’ve already got plans on friday. probably celebrating grace’s birthday then head down to sentosa where there’s this 1.5L of whisky waiting and most likely, i wont be able to get home so it would turn into an overnight stay! yay!
watching so many couples that have broken up way before us and also my brother’s fight today with his girlfriend, i cant help but wonder. what the hell is so difficult in maintaining a relationship? that is, if you even like the person in the first place. i mean, if you think of it, 2-3 months kinda relationships are kinda dumb. it just goes to show that no thinking was done before they propose to get together. but oh wells, there are plenty of people like that out there, which just makes me appreciate my gf more
i just finished watching If Walls Could Talk 2. some parts were gone, but i get the gist of it. its really a great movie film for the support of the gay community. it just goes to show that being gay is not abnormal, neither is it a lifestyle we chose but rather, we just like people of the same sex. and basically, we have the equal capacity to love. whats the difference between BGR and homosexual relationship when the basis of it is love (and well, sex). hahaha! come on people, be a little more broad minded.
but about those people who think they are gay when they are obviously not and start labelling people who are really gay as a disgrace to the gay community (like it so matters to them), i seriously wonder why. afterall, they are only interested in ONE SINGLE lesbian icon (katherine moennig), they catch a couple of episodes of the L word, does that make people gay? i really dont know, maybe it works for you this way.
but to me, its kinda stupid anyway.

okay i have been home the entire day and HOME ALONE
im going insane
im having withdrawal symptoms. i cant concentrate, i watch too much teevee, im hungry all the time.
my handphone bill skyrocketed to $95
i swear i dont know what the hell happened
but i sure know, my name is off the allowance list for 10 days in order to pay off this retarded piece of shit
im pretty convinced that some tapped my phone line because i really dont remember using that much.
but if this month’s one is the same again, then fine, my bad.

my brain is cramped full of shit
i cant wait to puke out everything in the 2 hrs tml and free my goddamn mind
its really overloaded with information, everything that i have read is brand new again and i have a couple of hours to the exams
save me from my boredom and my exams!

i know you love today.

its time to make all the money in the world to pay ultra rich companies the money we owe them
so okay, baby hasnt manage to come up with the money (enormous sum) to pay up her phone bills. and this is the critical time, cause for some reasons telephone companies dont wait. even if its your first time and you’re a student. so we went for a series of job interviews within a day. afterall, my exams are nearly over and i can start work like asap.

first stop
J.Co Donuts and Coffee. they hired instantly. i thought they were some random donut factory imitator but apparently they are under the Breadtalk group of companies. so okay, thats much better. the shop is apparently brand new (its still under construction)

second stop
Swissotel Merchant Court
i applied although i didnt want the job. whatever, its called accompanying your girlfriend. thank god there were no interviews conducted

third stop
Goodwood Park Hotel.
the HR is hot like fuck! i suppose it kinda prevents the employee from hanging around that area especially in their uniform. we end up not applying cause we didnt even know the job scope of what we were about to apply for, furthermore, the heat is a killer.

last stop
Secret Recipe
they pay lesser than what i expected but its near my place and there’s this gay guy working there. besides, they allow us to work weekends when school starts. so why not? anyway, this kinda job although they say they expect 6 months from you, you can actually run away

then right at anchorpoint we bumped in yunyu and meita! oh man, how i miss secondary school life. the good bit, at least. which isnt much when you think about it carefully. hung out at my place before going to town to meet AJ.

we are the stupid little children again.

okay im still panicking for maths
i dont know how im gonna pass if i already have some form of difficulty in section B cause its very unlikely that i know how to do section C
but okay the good thing is, im probably ahead for anatomy
i think i should be able to complete the syllabus by tml

watching House M.D. and studying anatomy somehow helps
cause the videos takes awhile to load and i swear i will spend the loading time studying so i can watch the episode in peace
im almost done with season 1!
yyyyyayyyyyyy!

i havent seen baby in 2 days
tml definitely must go out
beanbean misses you alr

for the first time (in years), im actually touching maths
cause i know if i continue what i normally do for this time
i would fail this fucking module
and why would i want to fail this maths module when its my 2nd/3rd maths module ever in my entire diploma course?
once i pass this, its one more to go
and it would be a tough nut to crack i heard
i hope i have the muscles and the balls to break it down.

which reminds me,
i think im joining gym club but nobody wanna join with me? i promise wont get too big one la! probably just a teeny weeny bit bigger or maybe if you feel that you’re getting big then slack off awhile?

1 more week to go and the 10 weeks break is here.
mark wants to buff up, well, me too and my stamina is getting really bad
i breathe heavily just by lying down in bed, i swear, without any sexual activity and its already like that
so for the sake of my personal ego and sexual activity, i must run and work out and mark will be my buddy for it
he promised!

i hope i can clinch my 3.0 this sem
cause i know if i get any less,
i have a lot to answer to my parents
but on the other hand, i can understand if i dont make it, i know i have been really lazy to sem so the education system is not at fault. (i dont like to be those who blame the system when its obviously your mistake)
but but but
the uni admission thingy is still the system’s error
i dont think i know another uni besides Singapore’s unis that actually prefers! certain category of students, for example, the local A level kids
dont you find that if this continues, they are losing a lot of talents?
do you really think that people who go overseas to study because they cant make it to NUS or NTU will really come back to the country with whatever education they received to aid singapore?
afterall, who “chased” them away first?

okay now i have to go reply baby’s message!

okay bsbm paper today wasnt as bad as the chemistry paper
because i know i didnt screw up due to some pathetic migraine
if i screw up for bsbm, it would be because im plain stupid
i feel like its the end of the exams although im only mid-way through
how?

after paper was off to megabites with mark and baby love!
got some bad news that aj and her gf are breaking up? that’s sad, but i guess if they think they will be happier this way then so be it. but they should seriously consider, although i know long distance relationship is kinda tough
which reminds me, my gf is going to hongkong
so yeah..please ask me out every single goddamn minute
so i can feel better
i’ll miss her too much

oh man! the ugly side of studying science 
all the stress and whatever, its like 2 fucking am and we are posting one another science questions on msn, just cause nobody feels confident for tmr’s paper.

but the beauty of science can be seen in House M.D
its a damn good drama serial
and i seriously think performing autopsy on dead babies is extra saddening

hahaha baby introduced this to me
and its really fun and frustrating but when you kinda solve the questions, its pretty hilarious
baby says im kinda retarded to be able to solve a couple more questions more than her
so anyway,
i can feel that everyone is tired of all this problems
hopefully, this weariness will be the solution for the problem cause i dont see any other viable ways
but my horoscope for today say that i should not get involved in fights that involve my friends and loved ones. so maybe, i should really stay out of it
you know how freaky friendster’s horoscope prediction can be?
its better to be safe than sorry

anyway, everything is good as long as baby is around!
i love you.

i need to unblock the block!
im not absorbing anything
this is really bad, really really

anyway, nobody bothers wishing me so i shall wish myself
GOOD LUCK FOR MY CHEM PAPER LATER!

ahaha! back to studying once again or at least attempt to, so i can feel better about myself.