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first day of work.
and tell me how unlucky i can get! its like first day for me and there is like a 100 pax event going on. hahaha but anyway they put me at al fresco and basically i poured ice water the whole night. dammit. i have work again tmr from 5 till 2am! very tempted to report in sick/unavailable but when i think about it more, im afterall $63 richer tonight. if i work tmr, i’ll be at least $114 richer
SO HOW!

ok the staffs there are really pretty fine and the working environment is pretty much mimolette (just without ah jiao, terence and gf and crazy butches and all the sex talks)
actually, its scarily similar to mimolette
the at home kinda feel, even the menu looks the same and those rabbits on the walls. gosh! but i guess all the above that i have mentioned makes working at mimolette a bit more enjoyable
okay, whats good about barracks is that the chefs and bartenders dont HATE the service crews.

today started off real funny
i swear i heard the gay manager say his name was Stan
but apparently, he’s Ben
so when i asked for Stan! (cause he ask me to look for him when i reach) the woman looks puzzled. apparently there WAS a Stan who left the company ages ago. so she was like stan or ben? i was like in that case, i think its ben im looking for. then she looks puzzled again. i was like im starting first day today so ya…….. then she got the idea. hahahaha! wtf.

i was suppose to start work today but apparently the manager wanted to see me first
so i headed down to dempsey for the official job interview
the manager, stan, is super gay i tell you! but i love working with gay people. its not a pride thing but they are really the nicest bosses you can find.
anyway, when i arrive, they were having staff briefing so i was sitting inside the restaurant waiting
there was 2 angmoh ladies and as usual, you know how things go with angmohs around, they think they are superior
what happen was the restaurant telephone started ringing and its quite loud
they looked annoyed and they were like WHO’S PHONE IS THAAAT? and they glance over at me and this other customer, thinking its our phone.
like wtf seriously, it didnt even sound like a fucking hp for godsake. seriously, this people are… leaving me speechless
so yeah i start tmr from 2pm all the way till 1am
beat that! i can just die now. im gonna sleep till im happy happy!

after that i went to suntec to meet gf
she was waiting for her fashion show to start
and i insisted we meet up cause we are spending lesser time with each other
so my dear girl, waited for me at suntec convention bus stop with her hair and make-up done up already
she looks very off! ahahaha but quite cool la :):)
i know although we spend lesser time with each other, our feelings are as strong
but i love tantrums!

but then anyway, me and bedah’s feat
we walked from esplanade to tau huay place!!! YAY

yes! i’ve finally stopped slacking
naz recommended me the job at Barracks@Dempsey and they are scheduling me to work everyday this week starting from wednesday and i have hannah to thank
she was like “she can work everyday!” hahaha during my interview! okokok not even her interview!
so yeah, when payday comes
i can treat hannah and naz dinner!
my new workplace is damn damn damn far away from the main road
i tell you, if im late
thats it!

i know i’ll regret my period of crankiness now
i just felt like being a little irritating today since i feel fucking ignored today
you know,
sometimes being annoying is the key to being noticed for a moment
i love you
but i dont feel that you love me as much anymore
or maybe i just felt really disappointed that you didnt say those important things to me today
those things that meant the world to me.

yeah thats it.. im 50% okay. manage to clear up my right ear but not my left
but at least i feel much better
and everything seems so loud! i swear to you.. its like i think im gonna go deaf again kinda thingy
oh well, maybe thats the way things should sound since i have ear problems since a long long time ago

im gonna review my life
i decide then besides having my girlfriend and relatively ok grades, im not much of a success and my lifestyle isnt healthy at all
so i’ll start by exercising okay! talk about hardcore! im not gonna sleep cause its jogging time at 6.30am (note: i know i’ll grow out of it in like 2 days)
anyway, baby was so impulsive today
she saw the singtel student plan and she just signed up for it at the heeren roadshow but i must say its very good deal and she deserves it after being under that cheater phone service for years and her phone looks crappy
so finally, a new phone
that stupid soup spoon woman was eyeing the new samsung phone which she must pay an additional 48 bucks for. but i convinced her to get the sony ericsson K770i which is absolutely free and has a better camara
but really really, trust me, you will fall in love with it!

anyway, im sorry for taking you for granted!

hahaha! we were broke so we decided to go budget like really very budget!
so gf brought food over to my place and it was really eat, lie down, sleep, eat that kinda thing..
but all i can say it was really cosy and we both enjoyed it so thats good.
i dont know about the sleeping part but i think it has smth to do with the vodka. hahaha!
after that it was off to town to meet naz and then to claudia’s place
oh the drama! i cannot take it!
thats the thing about valentine’s day. its basically any other day with the drama. its like the auspicious date to start a drama or something.. cause everything will just become an extremely big deal
and like what pak said, “everyday is valentine’s day!”

yup. and everyday i’ll say ten thousand “i love you”s

yesterday was super fun and tiring!
i was at the airport twice in a single day okay
first it was to pick baby up from the airport and then later we had to send aj off to canada
apparently, she wants to marry her girlfriend
but before she left, she was so pissed off that she fantasized about giving her girlfriend 2 tight slaps
like, seriously OMG! hahaha
we played monopoly to pass time and some of the airbus personnels who were dining at BK wanted to join us
hahaha! as usual naz won the game. tell me about it. she and bedah’s luck is seriously very very freaky. never ask them to play board games with you if winning matters a lot..ahaha
i was the first to tapped up and snooze on baby’s lap and apparently i heard that while i was sleeping, aj went between my legs and pretended to fuck me. i seriously dont know whats wrong with that woman’s brain! hahaha shes really very provoking!!! even my gf thinks so
hahaha.. i wonder who really needs a brain scan

so anyway i only officially woke up at 3pm this afternoon after i KO-ed
and tml is gonna be a super duper special day
and for that i will just dedicate a message for my gf and that is:
i really love her and i now know how much she mean to me after she went away to hongkong for a week without contacting me!
and i really do not know what to do without her
i love you, baby! although you can be so grrrrr sometimes!

yup yup thats it

i admit it! hahaha im oh so emo, thats what i have been feeling the past few days
for some unknown reason, i feel like MIA-ing from everybody
and i have the strongest gut feeling that the reason is my ears!
okay, its not that im seriously going deaf or something but i think its not just an ear wax problem. i seriously think i have an infection. cause im going into a hyper zombie mode! i sleep like a lot, way too much actually. and that makes me not want to go out.
but i guess, thats not so bad, at least my parents are pleased that im home.
my second guess is that the reason is because baby is not around
everything feels kinda different without her
i know if she’s here, i would go out with her with or without a fucking ear infection.
good news is, she will be back soon!

i was right! we had swensens again for dinner. my family seriously dine in swensens every CNY for some unknown reason as well but nevermind, i like the food there plus its on my mom and dad so yeah.
i hope tmr i will feel less emo and go out with naz and aj, i actually feel bad pang-sehing people okay!

and i know its you, for sure!

this is the very reason why i hate ear drops then and now.
i can barely hear anything, its suppose to make you better but it kinda fucks up your hearing real bad.
it makes me not wanna go out, not wanna pick up any phone calls cause i feel that im talking wayyy too loud
no emo songs too.
im dying i tell you. and my gf’s not here which just makes everything way worse.

yesterday was super crazy.
we were suppose to have games day at KAP like after hannah’s school but AJ called and said she needed help in baking the cookies she’s selling, and apparently it was URGENT. so we went over to E-yen’s place to bake. hahaha! its pretty fun la, they keep disturbing me cause im partially deaf, whatever okay.
anyway im as useless as ever in a kitchen so they made me do packaging. LOL! whatever, its quite fun also okay.
then we played game of life at e-yen’s place. wth! never choose college! aj and i chose college and one ended up being a salesperson and the other was a police officer. ahahaha! why the fuck did we study for? i came in 2nd! with a crappy house but whatever! i had an asset of 1.4 million dollars. stupid naz who basically rocks at all the board games was first with 2.1 million. baby was 3rd with 1.2 million and i think aj didnt even earn a million. hahahaa! cause her salary throughout the game was $30,000 except for the ending part where she stole naz’s salary from me!

then we went delivering cookies for a real long time before going to KAP for supper. AJ’s burp is super smelly!
i only reached home at like nearing 4 am.

baby’s gone to hongkong and i miss all the hugs and kisses.

its really bad i tell you.
try this,
waking up and being not able to hear from your left ear.
yes, this is exactly what happened to me
i woke up and sat on the sofa and suddenly i realised my left ear was jammed
stuck a cottonbud inside to see what the fuck is wrong with it
and i had this weird colour fluid coming out and up to now, its still jammed
im gonna get it checked tml and i seriously hope that its as simple as ear wax problem cause right now, its buzzing.

okay so the ear problem made me pissy the whole day
dont blame me, try hearing with one ear, you will get what i mean.
mom fucked up my hair, she insisted on soft rebonding so as to make the frizz go away
well it worked, yes, but it made my fringe stick to my forehead even more
it looks kinda gross
so yeah, you know how you are not suppose to wash your hair after rebonding, i secretly washed my fringe and i clipped it up to dry.
hopefully, it works.

i want sims 2 deluxe now. i was so close to getting it! damn damn damn.