Recycled Phrases

it was beanbean’s very belated birthday on saturday!
we celebrated it in conjunction with healthy day at claudia’s place.
haha! whats with pizza and all, bean bean is the luckiest bear ok!
and bedah even had a litre of baileys but we didnt drink much cause its suppose to be a childish birthday celebration

helium sucking was funny and i would rank my favourite helium-sucked voice
1) CPL
2) BEDAH
3) CLAUDIA

haha cpl’s voice is really omg! cartoon network LIVE kinda shit and its even funnier when she says MOTHERFUCKER! in that voice!!! omg! do it again!
i miss everybody who were there that day! and thats cause im home for only ONE DAY! boredom please.

hey this is bad,
im home early!!
and im feeling damn bored
to the extent that i went blog surfing and i found retro piktures!
hhahaha
check this out ok!

its over! screw haematology paper
the rest are over man!

snap back to my not so slacking but slacker lifestyle
had work last night till 4am
and my manager’s official name is Analle because he’s fucking anal i tell you
firstly, he didnt even tell me if i was scheduled to work, he was like i’ll get back to you
but screw his motherfucking balls, i just went sixth ave anyway
and i called him, as in i made hannah call him, and she passed the phone to me when it got through and he was like “eh eh eh talk faster can” in that annoyed, pissy tone of his
the thing is we only took like less than 5 seconds to pass the phone, omg!
so when we got to work, there’s this malay guy who forgot to bring a pen! omg! isnt that super minor issue?! he made a big fuss, drag to other things and it became like a massive scolding
he dissed me and hannah saying like he let us work at the same station but we cant go break together and HOLD HANDS! i literally burst out laughing because we totally have never done sucha thing before
and before briefing was over, he was like saying that me, hannah and that malay guy’s work performance sucks?! i have no idea why he said that cause honestly, i do what i normally do and none of the jobs i have had had a issue with that.
with the exception of barracks cause that one was major, i skipped work and really really slack during work. so yeah
fuck you analle!

its beanbean’s birthday celebration! hahaha! this is madness right?

3 more papers to go before the week’s up
im working on friday! its the usual love/dread kinda feeling
i hate working, honestly, i dont enjoy mimolette anymore but the pay’s super good!

gf is enjoying herself at winebar! with those free booze while im slaving my brains out at home. i miss herrrrrrrrr! anyway, i read skot’s tag on grace’s blog once again and i decided.. by letting him continue tagging disrespectful comments is not the way. initially, we thought that by allowing him to do it will show that we are not at all affected by it. but this is not the point already, its not that we affected, it has become an irritant and why allow someone to continue insulting you day after day. he is clearly out of his mind and he thinks he’s doing an honourable thing when in fact, he’s worried that he might not get laid with lesbians hanging around and taking up certain percentage of the girls. its childish although he denies it. hence, i approve that grace should place him under spam list and solve this once and for all.

skot, once again, i really have to say this. lesbianism is not the problem, you are the problem. you are fighting with yourself.. in denial that you might be the root of the problem as to why you dont get the girls. and anyway, having girls around you is not that big a deal, you can still do good with your life without them.

anyway, people! dont forget me! when im done with this week, you must ask me out! and my gf must still be my gf!

i just realised that i do not have the time to finish studying at all
but then again its MST
i sure hope i will have more time to prepare for the real deal
im determine to enjoy my sem break this time round because its probably the last break im gonna have with all the internship and fyp coming up
i want to go biking! provided i can buy a bike
skot just admitted he’s a freak, go check out grace’s blog

my mom gave my bro permission to go back to ho chi minh
this is bloody unfair
i wanna go bangkok with kitty kitty at the end of the year
they say they dont trust me, they say im a girl yada yada
i say it is bullshit
im angry with them

why do i not like home?
its never peaceful, its full of quarrels and they dont trust me anymore.

i had my happy meal in a long long time
does happy meal really make one happy when you’ve pass your childhood?
i dont know man, for me, i think with years the happy meal feeling is fast fading off except when cool toys come out like PO! im surprised it came out today, was waiting till last week
perhaps its us growing up or perhaps its because they do not pack the toys in those cardboard boxes anymore
happy meal last time used to include those boxes but now its like upon request and i think part of the happy meal joy and tradition is gone with it
im emo over happy meal ok. pure irony

went down to starbucks at liat towers after macs
i dont know why but somehow we are always there now.
is sitting around a waste of time? or is it part of the socializing time? i dont know but somedays, you feel like wasting your life away
but thats not what i feel now, i’m in need of time, is there a bank that loans time instead of cash? actually, i can do with both

grace and gf is at the arena working the dancefloor
but a person without time and money (like me) is stuck at home learning subjects for a dead-end course
it is now, i need the motivation

gym tmr, thats when the healthy feeling kicks in, i like post-gymming effect
i live with random thoughts.

catched kung fu panda with girlfriend yesterday cause there’s nothing much to do
haha! the show was damn funny? i think po is quite poor thing luh
but the best part is that the panda’s father is a bird
hahaha! like seriously right
imagine my dad is like an african or something.

i’m feeling happier these days because i dont have to rush my reports anymore
the bloody lecturer decided to postpone it to 2 weeks later
i mean im glad its postponed and all but she really stressed me out the last few weeks
and make me very very unhappy

maximum boredom.

thats what im having.
anxiety attacks
sometimes i feel so good like during dinner. nothing beats a nice dinner with great pasta and beer
and when i get home, all i faced is the damn report
i manage to finish more than half the discussion in less than 2 hrs
i think thats an accomplishment
and now, im just gonna slack
i cant wait for the day when all these mugging are gonna end and im working for my own livelihood
but i know when that day comes, its these days that im gonna miss
thats life.

anyway i need my childhood! im not gonna bother about metabolic biochemistry, haematology, pathology, genetics, anatomy and whats not. im gonna think about! my bike
i want to buy a cheap bike so i can bike around and be an ah beng
thats my life for now
i just feel like bumming around, i think thats the mood i have now and im gonna satisfy it myself.

spammer alert!
you know what skot (i bet thats not even your real name).. wow you found my blog in the almighty amount of free time you have
and you know really.. i dont know why you bother SPAMMING strangers’ blog when really they dont give a shit about what you have to say
it seems to me that you like commenting about people’s life
okay so how about some comments about you

1) you seem deprived. its like you want to give people the impression that you want to change homosexuals to become your idea of normal people. ok i understand that some people think homosexuality is wrong and thats fine by me. but then do you have to be soo anti-”butches” but go like oh you’re so beautiful to those lesbians that are you know, the girlier sort. and you dont even bother to try changing gay guys. you see, you choose your target. maybe you’ve been dumped/rejected by a lesbian before or whatever.. but really its not us that you’re against

2) you sound insane. im sure i dont need to explain that

3) you know i really think you are trying to be a “big” guy in the cyber world, cause nobody knows who the fuck you are. if you’re rejected by society and have to rely on the cyber world, please seek help. cause if you havent figure it out yet, its a mental case.

4) please explain how being a lesbian is vain, arrogant and whatever terms you COMMONLY and repeatedly use. its boring.

5) please dont assume that all lesbians treat guys as second class race because thats not true.. we do have guy friends whose company we do enjoy and they ARE NOT gay. if you’ve been treated as second class by lesbians, its not because you’re a guy, its because you’re skot, the irritating fuck.

6) Last one ok, your death patrol squad and whatsoever amazing fantastic ideas of your’s to put an end to homosexuality is as evil as how you percieved homosexuality to be, plus its nothing but a delusion, please seek help.

in case you havent figured out yourself, we are all subjected to our own opinions and you cant force your opinions upon others.

ok, please stop spamming me and my friends’ blogs, im sure we got your point already and if it mattered to any of us, im sure actions will be taken

LOVE,
MEL <—– its my real name, by the way.

i’ve decided that im going to spend my future pay on drum equipments
i know that with better equipments, i’ll touch my drumset more and then i’ll be forced to practise
take it as that, im superficial
oh my poor aging drumset
its like i dont know, rusting its life away, i need to get it polished during sem break or something and get new drumheads and try tuning it so that it sounds as lovely as a single-headed drum can get
some day, i’ll be able to get a double-headed drum with my own paycheck
now i need to study for my paycheck
god save my brains! i think its truly rotting for i forsake it too much and filled it up with all sorts of nonsense! hahaha! i think the memory is breached, i cant seem to absorb any sort of useful information for the upcoming mst
all i think about is quitting school
its a bad sign right?