Recycled Phrases

colour my life app on facebook has a pretty good prediction i must say, probably coincidental
but yeah, im bored at every single thing in life now haha
everything seems so routine! i need a change! like you know, go out and do something different for a day
im annoyed with myself because im not a very interesting person myself and im like asking for entertainment at the expense of other people, god
i’ve a new hobby now.. it really isnt so bad to sit at home on a rainy day listening to songs on your mp3 and just imagine stories that make them up

and i know, like what pam says, im really developing into a weirdo.

i just got back from bangkok today!
awesome trip.. aside from the arguments my parents have almost every single day
but that place really makes your money stretchhh like crazy
i bought like 2 shirts, 3 tees and a berms for myself.. on top of the souvenirs for friends under $200
clubs there thrash singapore’s nightlife but sadly, im underaged there..
shopping malls are really littered over the the town area and they are huge ass.. my calf muscle hurts from all the walking. its worse than running 2.4km seriously. cause it gets you so tired that when i reach my hotel room, i basically shower and sleep. i was on my little piece of heaven for like 4 days. and now, thinking about going to school for fyp.. this is sucha hellhole!

i wanna go back soon!

haha! i know i’m very slow but then the Left 4 Dead craze just started among my group of friends
lol! its like my bro and his friends stopped playing it already
now im like at paradiz almost everyday playing! pamela burnt me to death today, right in front of the rescue boat! how shitty is that..
anyhow, my life is pretty damn ordinary now
i wake up early even on holidays just to go school to do fucking fyp
and now that hannah has started her internship, my afternoons are free
sometimes im so free like today for instance, i get off at commonwealth to visit my grandpa
i think a lot has changed in me now that he’s gone
some days i hate myself for not spending more time with him when he’s around and not having the opportunity to do an eulogy during his wake, i dont know if he even knows how i feel now.. fucking emo right? im an emo kid, shoot me.

20 mins in front of a marble slab.

dbl o yesterday! believe or not but its my first time there.. noob i know!
haha! actually to think of it, it was quite lame and random
i went dbl o and drank only to go home and feel a bit high before falling asleep and thats about it
but you know, i find that comforting in some way or another.. why cant we live forever?

anyway, i stayed home today and its so uneventful
i dont know, i need something different, i need a holiday that’s it

not my fault.. the post below fails to delete
it will have to stay then.

you said im childish and to grow up already, but somehow i find i think much more in depth

one more day to baby’s birthday
and subsequently, its the actual celebration (belated) on the 14th august
i cant wait, i think my body knows it because im menstruating right now! hahaha which means by the 14th im free to swim!
well, i know its hard to try and mimic the party we had last year which was awesome
so i just hope that this year, we will have enough booze, no one is left out and we will just get together again
its been awhile people, since we actually meet and talk and do super retarded stuff that is beyond belief (i was watching the principal’s speech last year)

oh well, dinner tonight with the SIX at six.. yay! cause i was starting to feel friend-less

4 more weeks to freedom! not entire (due to fyp) but at least i need not attend lectures, rush reports and revise for exams
i cant believe they think year 3 is more of a holiday than year 2
i would give up doing reports for intensive studying anytime !

nothing in this world is truly perfect
should i be happy that the flaws are only coming out towards the end? or simply feel sad that i hadn’t seen them sooner
i guess everyone can live with a little anger in them
after awhile, when you look back, perhaps you will feel good that you didnt act on all those angry thoughts cause they really do blind us. we are disabled.

life is so much better just by having some music
its the i-miss-my-lost-mp3 mood that im having right now
probably got to do with the exhaustion from trying to revise some annoying module for the whole day

im officially worn out from the lack of holiday
i havent had a serious break for an entire year, it has been internships and final year projects that occupied all my breaks i’ve had so far
and right now, we havent been getting results for our project
which means everyday we spend 6 hours doing research with nothing to show or prove
this is my life man
i’m officially uninteresting and aging rapidly

back to revision.. oh my god