Recycled Phrases

is it really necessary?

Mel — Tue, 23 Nov 2010 09:33:45 +0000

incredibly numb. mediocrity is seeping through the aged wall of confidence, i think it might just break.

lost

Mel — Fri, 12 Nov 2010 06:00:52 +0000

we need to be more than humans. we need to be emotionally detached.

unstoppable

Mel — Wed, 21 Apr 2010 02:46:22 +0000

been ages since i wrote my last blog entry and a lot of things have happened in between.

1) went to bangkok for my graduation trip with dinesh and hannah. drama-rama and a lot of impromptu planning but at the end of the day, I would say I enjoyed the trip even if its just me and bila-bila most of the time. I think we travel great together haha!

2) SMU interview for business school. Through this experience, I finally saw how rusty I am at writing a discussion and how out of touch I am with the current affairs. I think I did pretty badly and whatever, it was just a learning experience for me.

3) And now, I’m given up to 1 June to decide the course I want to take: Social Science @ NUS or Biological Science @ NTU. Its scary how major this decision is or maybe, how major my parents make it sound. I wish I was 10 and everything was decided for me but thats impossible. Time is unstoppable. 20 seems like a pretty darn big number.

crossroads

Mel — Sat, 27 Feb 2010 15:17:26 +0000

sometimes i am certain of what i want to do with my life
and at times, they just seem a little vague
and the feeling is so annoying cause now i dont know where im headed and it freaks me out because i want to be in total control all the time

what i know for now (for sure!) is that i need to get tuesday’s paper over and done. 59 hrs and 45 mins more of this ordeal

The Escape Plan

Mel — Sat, 20 Feb 2010 08:01:15 +0000

I’m going to be done with school in less than 2 weeks
But all the excitement is masked by the urgent need to study
I need an escape plan

I want to be like John Dillinger.

time fly now, please

Mel — Wed, 13 Jan 2010 15:48:53 +0000

roughly a month to graduation and im fucking excited!
everyone is different now, everyone changed, we are 20 this year and we have no idea how we got here. scary yet exciting

awesome bakes

Mel — Sun, 27 Dec 2009 18:21:51 +0000

For awesome bakes, people of the world! This is the web to go:

www.jollyobake.blogspot.com

long break

Mel — Sun, 27 Dec 2009 17:38:33 +0000

girlfriend is finally back from bangkok
and im awake at this hour thanks to my screwed up body clock due to multiple late nights in a row
now, i really wonder how i will make it back to a intensive school month after next week
anyway, i was just looking through very old photographs on facebook and now im thinking, how the fuck did i ever get so drunk last time? drunk and ugly btw.. there was this photo where i was so gone that i burst out laughing when i saw it! hahaha

chew your meat for you
pass it back and forth
in a passionate kiss
from my mouth to yours
cause i like you
- Drain You, Nirvana

eve of the eve

Mel — Wed, 23 Dec 2009 04:56:49 +0000

i finally understood what my brother means when he says “As you get older, your friends get lesser”
it always takes a special occasion like today to make people realize,
I AM ROTTING AT HOME, GOD! but at least it is to listening to The Fray (which makes it not so bad)
they always have great lyrics

anyhow, girlfriend is leaving for bangkok tonight and she’s going to changi airport from tuas. THAT would be interesting to see how it turns out.

you’ve begun to feel like home

bombay

Mel — Sat, 19 Dec 2009 08:30:31 +0000

yesterday was an awesome cousins night out and i finally relieve the frustration of trying to club for the longest time
honestly, nothing that i’ve done recently have come close to having such satisfaction. mexican food at cha cha cha was superb and started off the night good, 500mL of erdinger for $7.50 was a plus and then bombay sapphire outside zouk. and then, i was in this state of high where nothing can bring me down, not even the headache at the back of my head.

it eventually brought me down at 3am though.. damn the temporary high